rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 Απρ 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • After hearing this California sober term I stopped watching, or caring. Seems like all this was filmed only to profit more money, and fame nothing more. I requested a refund with iTunes and was refunded within 48 hours, won’t be getting rich out of me, not today satan!!

    Augusto AndradeAugusto AndradeΠριν 4 ώρες
  • I love love love LOVE the hairstyle Demiiii

    iiviiiiviiΠριν 4 ώρες
  • Lotsa love Demi 🖤🖤

    Hayley O SchwemmerHayley O SchwemmerΠριν 4 ώρες
  • I absolutely love demi. I myself lost both parents and 4 siblings to addiction. I was an addict for 3 years and lost everything, including my daughter and unborn baby. I was found by a pimp at my weakest whom got me pregnant and forced me into prostitution. Where he got me pregnant and beat me everyday. Broke my teeth out and would strip me naked and make me walk down the street in shame. Hechaimed me to the porch out in the back yard and also chained the fridge a d only let me eat once every 2 days so. I didn't gain too much weight even being pregnant. In the end, I was found beaten naked in the side of a busy street in Phoenix AZ. That day, at 7 months pregnant I lost my unborn son. I tried to take my life and in that, I survived and been clean almost 3 years now. Today I actually got custody back of my daughter. I own a cleaning service and do everything I can to do better everyday. Demi shows us the ugly side of fame. She shows the real person and the real struggles. I absolutely love and adore her. Keep everything wonderful up girl. We love you so much

    Nikki GivensNikki GivensΠριν 4 ώρες
  • As an ex alcoholic who almost died multiple times and currently drinks and smokes in moderation, everyone assuming she is making a mistake is doing so without being in her shoes. She absolutely can't become complacent in her addiction, as she's said, but some people need something to help and unless you want them on harder prescriptions like xanax let them have some weed and a drink now and then

    KatKatΠριν 5 ώρες
  • Gosh wow wow. I have so much to say, about so many things. Not in a negative way, not necessarily in a positive way. This one hit everything. 1st, Thank you for putting this out here. Wow. And 2nd 3rd all the rest. U touched everything gosh!. THIS IS ABOUT ANY TOPIC THAT HITS U. ITS HERE. THIS IS ABOUT IF NONE IF IT INTERESTS U OR HITS U.......THIS IS HERE TO EDUCATE PEOPLE MOST OF ALL. Amen and thank you for doing this.

    Bec ChandlerBec ChandlerΠριν 5 ώρες
  • This is what happens when you have all the time and money in the world and zero discipline or guidance

    anarokranarokrΠριν 5 ώρες
  • o love no bs

    kirstie bkirstie bΠριν 5 ώρες
  • I just really hope the path she chose works for her. I've never been in a situation like this, so my opinion shouldn't matter. I just don't want there to be a third much more darker documentary:(

    M. SundayM. SundayΠριν 5 ώρες
  • Demi is perfect in my eyes tbh she's so damn strong and real only celebrity i look up to

    Khloe-rose GrayKhloe-rose GrayΠριν 5 ώρες
  • Just feel the need to point out to everyone with their “moderation doesn’t work” comments; ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL IN RECOVERY. it didn’t work for you or your friend or sibling or parent. But it works for DEMI. Balance is key. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 👏🏻😊

    Brianna NasonBrianna NasonΠριν 6 ώρες
  • what a ride

    Samantha LacerdaSamantha LacerdaΠριν 6 ώρες
  • Am I the only one upset that she didn’t bring Wilmer up and how he stuck by her in the hospital???

    Jocelyn CastilloJocelyn CastilloΠριν 7 ώρες
  • 🙄

    calderonjd30calderonjd30Πριν 7 ώρες
  • i don’t think her eating is healed at all

    Karina LombrozoKarina LombrozoΠριν 7 ώρες
  • elton !!!

    Karina LombrozoKarina LombrozoΠριν 7 ώρες
  • As someone with bipolar who has looked up to Demi for so many years and felt like I finally had someone I could identify with when she came out with her diagnosis, I have to say it hit me really hard to hear that she was misdiagnosed. Don't get me wrong, I am happy she doesn't have to deal with this disease, but I feel kind of alone now. I know it doesn't make sense. I do just want what is best for her at the end of the day and know misdiagnosis is common.. it is just really messing with my head after all these years....

    Meghan TrybalskiMeghan TrybalskiΠριν 8 ώρες
  • what song is this ? 20:41

    CheesecakeCheesecakeΠριν 8 ώρες
  • wao e iso viendo todo esta que vienes mostrándonos y para mi demi tu porfíen eres libre de todo lo que te inculcaron y encajonaron y solo los verdaderos sobrevivientes sabemos lo que es salir adelante con esto y en mi vida también pase mis cosas y sobrevivo dia tras días con todo los problemas de mi país Venezuela lo que hay que hacer para trabajar duro y poder llevar las cosas al hogar y verte tan bella como siempre y que eres tan tu que despertaste tu ser tu gran espíritu de un letardo y siento y veo que vas a ser grandes cosas entre nosotros no te detengas por nada mi bella dama tu eres grande y maravillosa ojala tenga la oportunidad de algún dia conocerte y tomarnos un café y poder ver a mi gran artista soñada sigue adelante me despido y te deseo que el universo te siga dando bendiciones todo va estar bien me despido para segur viendo mas de ti te aprecio mucho y gracias gracias gracias por ser tan especial namaste 🤍💙🌻🙏

    Nasirak SangNasirak SangΠριν 8 ώρες
  • I don’t see you as a druggy or a drunky I see you as a human being who is working their way for survival love the hair cut you look beautiful ❤️🙏🏽

    This is KPThis is KPΠριν 8 ώρες
  • Did anyone else feel how raw the pain was in her expression and her voice?...damn

    Lostgirls clubLostgirls clubΠριν 9 ώρες
  • that hair cut reveal was EVERYTHING it looked like demi's soul came out in the physical world

    J ChehovinJ ChehovinΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Her mother seems in denial.

    SysAdminAvaSysAdminAvaΠριν 9 ώρες
  • I hope it works out but my dad has been an addiction counselor in the hospital for years and it’s never worked out. :( Atleast from what he’s seen

    azgirlazgirlΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Some people say moderation doesn’t work but in my experience, it does. I have a close family member that for a substantial period of their life they were addicted to crack cocaine. They got clean and they found that weed/cannabis/marijuana helps calm and put to rest that constant need and desire to go and snort some crack or even smoke it. They have been sober for about 12 to 13 years, there’s been slip ups but with lots of support and understanding they will always make it through. I’m so glad that Demi has such a big support system and the freedom to try and see what does and what doesn’t work for her. We’re all different and we shouldn’t ever generalize because every body copes with certain things and adapts to situations in the best way they can.

    Jomel CarrionJomel CarrionΠριν 10 ώρες
    • With alcohol, that’s a different story... I just hope she stays strong and healthy.

      Jomel CarrionJomel CarrionΠριν 10 ώρες
  • The fact that when i hear her voice shake when she's talking, I know that's her anxiety, because I do the exact same thing. 🥺 I wish she understood how much of an impact this series is making!

    Elyssa McCoyElyssa McCoyΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I love you Demi

    Felipe BustamanteFelipe BustamanteΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Loser, never feel sorry for losers who are users!!

    P LP LΠριν 10 ώρες

    P LP LΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I see a lot of people just saying that she's surrounded by "yes" people. But what I see is people who understand that her being fully sober can't be THEIR choice. She has to be in control of that. And moderation can work for some people.

    Maddy DeVeuveMaddy DeVeuveΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I feel so many conflicting feelings watching this. Know you’re loved and take care, Demi.

    Dana LeighDana LeighΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Being my queer self.... Is that her coming out? Just genuinely curious?

    Kortney TackettKortney TackettΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Demi didn’t release her documentary for your opinions on her, it’s for her to tell her story and side and it’s so sad to see “fans” drag her in the comments because they disagree

    Josh and KatJosh and KatΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Demi I love you so muchhhh, thank you for being so open and honest with us

    Titi OkeTiti OkeΠριν 12 ώρες
  • I get the impression she feels guilty about her OD & relapse, but isn’t actually ready to be sober. So, she walks the line - and tries moderation. It appeases her enablers, and relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the best.

    jennpjennpΠριν 12 ώρες
  • I understood nothing

    BiggiecheeseloverBiggiecheeseloverΠριν 12 ώρες

    Valerie EndersonValerie EndersonΠριν 13 ώρες
  • I wish I had friends like Demi has to get through my addictions smh it’s hard and difficult but Demi is helping me so much

    Kristen JosieKristen JosieΠριν 13 ώρες
  • I want a cloud thing like that!!

    Sarah JensenSarah JensenΠριν 14 ώρες
  • Addicts cannot use in moderation. Period. It just does not work.

    nina derosanina derosaΠριν 15 ώρες
  • Medical Cannabis can save lives

    Syleena DawnSyleena DawnΠριν 15 ώρες
  • Commander in Chief is the most ridiculous song I have ever heard for so many reasons.

    Kyla RichKyla RichΠριν 15 ώρες

    Sarah CastanedaSarah CastanedaΠριν 16 ώρες
  • am I like the only one scared at how AIRBRUSHED Christina's makeup looks like??

    Alicia B.Alicia B.Πριν 16 ώρες
  • Omg when she said i mourn the person i thought he was or whatever i felt that so much. I let someone in after a long time and i was fooled. He pretended to be everything i wanted. He wasnt

    Adria SchergerAdria SchergerΠριν 16 ώρες
  • Does anyone know why she broke up with that guy

    Danijela & LeksiDanijela & LeksiΠριν 16 ώρες
    • He was obsessed, or something with trying to get a Disney star he would tweet about Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus and Demi. Search Max Ehrich Selena Gomez tweets.

      WOWZERS !WOWZERS !Πριν 12 ώρες
  • I would skip the drinking and just stick to cannabis .

    Nicole LucianoNicole LucianoΠριν 16 ώρες
  • her haircut is the cutest

    Khaelle SkyKhaelle SkyΠριν 16 ώρες
  • 21:02 is where Dying for your love Snoh alegra was shot... yes!!

    Willa LarecheWilla LarecheΠριν 16 ώρες
  • I think the weed is fine but the alcohol will be the problem.

    Willa LarecheWilla LarecheΠριν 17 ώρες
  • ?????????????????????????????????????

    QuiznoeQuiznoeΠριν 17 ώρες
  • Elton John was the only one in this documentary who knows. Moderation doesn't work. Sugar coated documentary with shitty message. I love her music but... nope. Just nope.

    Eliška RýdlováEliška RýdlováΠριν 17 ώρες
  • Love her laugh!

    Chelsea BirdChelsea BirdΠριν 17 ώρες
  • 26:37 she is so fire I just can't 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    Toni FlanaganToni FlanaganΠριν 17 ώρες
  • These comments don’t pass the vibe check. As a former addict clean off hard drugs moderation was my baby step towards Recovery. Recovery is not one size fits all. Demi had done moderation for 2 years so that’s proof it works and it keeps her off hard drugs. So y’all she’s still learning and growing so stop saying she’s gonna overdose again because she won’t

    Mike MoffettMike MoffettΠριν 17 ώρες
  • whats it gonna take for youtube to stop showing me Demi Lovato ads. please I cant take it anymore

    hrodBEr •hrodBEr •Πριν 17 ώρες
  • New hair cut and color is cuteeeeee 🥰

    Helena BoothHelena BoothΠριν 18 ώρες
  • Live Every Moment,Laugh Everyday,Love Yourself Beyond Words(Love You,Live For You)! Live 🙏

  • Elton John is the head hauncho. Nobody tells him what to say.

    Its RoweenIts RoweenΠριν 18 ώρες
  • wow. this series was beyond powerful

    Ashley FurrAshley FurrΠριν 18 ώρες
  • 28:14 is the best part

    mina 9032mina 9032Πριν 19 ώρες
    • LMAOAOAOA yea it is

      Bored AFBored AFΠριν 17 ώρες
  • the delusion in this episode is scary and heart breaking

    Jenna KratsasJenna KratsasΠριν 19 ώρες
  • Demi and Kehlani sitting in a tree...

    SunShyne RichardsonSunShyne RichardsonΠριν 19 ώρες
  • She's so beautiful with that hairstyle, I absolutely love it ❤️❤️ But, even more beautiful was her laugh at the end of the video 💞💞💞

    ••Kathy•• CR••Kathy•• CRΠριν 19 ώρες
  • demi is such a pure soul. im so proud of her for being so strong

    zainabzainabΠριν 20 ώρες
  • I don't like the blue hair girl .

    Miss WingsMiss WingsΠριν 20 ώρες
  • Her mother is NOT IT.

    Miss WingsMiss WingsΠριν 20 ώρες
  • I love Will Farrell awwww

    L ML MΠριν 20 ώρες
  • i love u, Demi and thank you for the braveness you had to open your heart for all of us. i believe in you. keep safe.

    Rodrigo PortugalRodrigo PortugalΠριν 20 ώρες
  • She’s so amazing

    moe naemoe naeΠριν 20 ώρες
  • a risada no final, foi onde eu perdi tudo!!! que mulher incrível

    Y. AlvesY. AlvesΠριν 20 ώρες
  • I love your new hair style. It looks amazing.

    Madeline OwensMadeline OwensΠριν 20 ώρες
  • I smoke and am clean mostly. I say no to alcohol because I don’t like it and I don’t want to. But I need to keep boundaries with weed. If I ever find my self not being about to go to work see family or go days with out smoking, then I’ll have to address it and definitely hope I would not smoke anymore if it became an issue. I said clean mostly because in my journey I’ve relapsed a lot and it’s never had anything to do with weed. I just am addicted to heroin. I did date some one in recovery who knew he couldn’t smoke, he was ok with me smoking around him. But if I wasn’t able to not smoke around him as a respect thing then that would have been an issue for me. So after he told me I decided not to smoke around him or before seeing him. You just need to take it all day by day. I pray for Demi. I’ve over dosed so many times it never stops you from using and I wish it did, because so many more people would stay clean. Stay strong my fellow sober people and those who need to find their way.

    Nikki KonstantinovNikki KonstantinovΠριν 21 ώρα
  • I've had a similar haircut before and it's honestly so fun! Why do ppl care so much about if she cuts it hair? 🤔 it's just hair

    Jessi BearJessi BearΠριν 21 ώρα
  • That laugh at the end😂😂

    Super MomSuper MomΠριν 21 ώρα
  • Feel like Demi and Russel Brand would have some amazing conversations. He’s now been sober for almost 20 years, stopping at the same age as Demi

    sammy aberdeinsammy aberdeinΠριν 21 ώρα
  • is there a German subtitle like in the other episodes? I don't understand this 😔😕

    Jay_LynaJay_LynaΠριν 22 ώρες
  • In the next documentary Demi will be saying “yeah that last documentary I was lying to myself and making excuses for moderation”

    AlisonAlisonΠριν 22 ώρες
  • Ok but sir Elton John know everything. I hope Demi stop with all this sh**.

    KarinaKarinaΠριν 22 ώρες
  • as she said, she's a very "all or nothing" kind of person, maybe moderation can work for her, maybe an abrupt and absolute restriction of her drug use will dig her deeper into addiction causing a stronger relapse later. Nobody knows, I hope she finds her path and redefines her relationship with substances.

    Yuri SilvaYuri SilvaΠριν 22 ώρες
  • Demi I love you & your truth we are here for you and love you ❤️

    Fabiola PazFabiola PazΠριν 22 ώρες
  • That haircut is amazing. So beautiful!

    hawaiianshirts2003hawaiianshirts2003Πριν 22 ώρες
  • Demi u r beautiful with long and short hair love u 💜

    Sophie PeeblesSophie PeeblesΠριν 23 ώρες
  • Heres the thing, moderation might not work for someone who is recovering from alcoholism or drug addiction, but abstinence doesn't work for someone recovering from am eating disorder. And, speaking from experience, if my two recovery paths are not similar or close to each other I lose sight of one of them. Moderation helps me with both kinds of recovery. Balance helps me with both. But when I was told to stop smoking and drinking forever I fell back to my eating disorder to cope immediately. When I was told I needed to fix my eating disorder (purposely being vauge about my habits here) I started using again. I was back and forth for years but now I am exceling in my life. I have maintained a "healthy" body for over two years while having an occasional drink or smoke when I'm with friends, not to cope. "Healthy" because I did irreversible damage in my eating disorder. And it has worked for me so far. But this is a JOURNEY. It changes a lot over time. It has ups and downs. And what I'm doing now might not work for whatever I want to do in the future. I hope the best for Demi. Its a journey. And all the haters that don't get it, I really am so happy for you that you don't get it.

    Kaela CollazoKaela CollazoΠριν ημέρα
  • She needs to get out of Hollywood and get some gospel in her life. Didn’t she get baptized? Wish they told that storyline.

    Marianne MuroMarianne MuroΠριν ημέρα
  • i dont know if youll see this but if you do, i am absolutely just so grateful for you

    juketripjuketripΠριν ημέρα
  • I pray for you every day

    Anime junkieAnime junkieΠριν ημέρα
  • Koo Koo, Koo Koo, koo koo....

    Jack .StravinskyJack .StravinskyΠριν ημέρα
  • I understand where she’s coming from wanting to drink in moderation and I get why she thinks it will be better bc if she is controlled she will want it even more.. it’s just worrisome bc this is what started her track to her od. Her letting herself drink here and there again is what lead to it.. like idk I don’t want a repeating cycle.

    April MattssonApril MattssonΠριν ημέρα
  • Question for people following the DWTD docuseries?! I heard it's a four parts series does this mean this was the last episode or is their 4 seasons or something? Help me out pls...

    Zoey JacksonZoey JacksonΠριν ημέρα
  • seeing scooter there after all the taylor stuff....eughhhh

    Hayley StephenHayley StephenΠριν ημέρα
  • I know its hard i have mental health issues n im in recovery. Its hard one day at a time. I see you in me so much

    Elizabeth SagoeElizabeth SagoeΠριν ημέρα
  • Something about her 2 bff dont seem genuine at all

    Star EliseStar EliseΠριν ημέρα
  • i wanna say I'm worried for her, but then again if i were suffering all the time i know i would want some relief too, i can't imagine the mental energy it takes to fight all those demons and deny yourself what you crave all the time

    RomaneRomaneΠριν ημέρα
  • I am the same way Demi, I can only think in black in white, no gray. It can really be hard to think that way. It messes with your head. At least it does on my end.😧

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyΠριν ημέρα
  • She is so strong!

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyΠριν ημέρα
  • So 😭.

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyΠριν ημέρα
  • She has been through so much. 😕

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyΠριν ημέρα
  • Ok but seeing her all giddy like a child over a birthday cake is the most precious thing 🥺❤️

    R. SyedR. SyedΠριν ημέρα
  • Needle Lovato

    Ruben LopezRuben LopezΠριν ημέρα